i’ve been staring at the monitor for approximately 15 minutes now, BLANK, having zero ideas about what to write on. and i have no intentions of boring the shit out of you people too.

BLAME DIONN.

*runs & hides*

well okay. i AM on holidays, more like boringdays. i have yet to drag my lazy ass out to watch a movie with my friends. but i was planning too! until Dalila told me she’s flying off to the US tomorrow. okay, so here’s how the conversation went:

lala: jc
lala: i da hbs asasi
lala: hahahaha
jyc: lalaaaaaaa
jyc: haaaaaa?
jyc: so fastttttt?
lala: yeah
lala: im going 2 usa 2moro
jyc: WHAT.
jyc: YOU TIPUU.

*pause*

jyc: oi.
jyc: DALILA BADRUL HISHAM.
lala: yela
lala: patut hr ni
lala: tp td tertinggal visa then nak patah blk amik kt rmh x sempat
lala: so gi esk
jyc: lala stop it
jyc: you pg us for holidays ke ape
lala: holiday la

fuck dammit i thought she was leaving for the States to continue her studies. i seriously felt like stabbing myself, for real. i kept thinking, “why didn’t she tell me earlier?” and i kept thinking, “oh she had to come online to tell me this? does my other friends know this?”

HEEHEE. my bad. it isn’t her fault. i misinterpreted it. she’s going for a holiday, and she’s friggin going to LOS ANGELES! aaaaahhhh. lucky ass! and i told her to get me Gerard’s comic series, The Umbrella Academy if she sees ‘em :D

so anyways, what have i been up to this holidays? i’ve been pathetically chatting on KennySia’s Cbox. yup, you read that right. hee hee. i’ve shamelessly been talking to strangers on the net.

hm, i kind of forgot how fun it was to just chat with random people on the net. the idea of “Chatting” now has become Instant Messaging on MSN and you don’t usually get to “chat” with random people on the net with MSN Messenger. i remember logging onto MiRC a whole lot when i was in primary school. we even had our own Channel on it, i think it was #sks9 and #smks9 or something. and my nick used to be Mizz Dangerous.

LIKE WTF?!

haha, those days are over.

back to the Cbox thingy. i’ve met some really nice people. several are even from my very own crappy college hah! there are the not so nice ones too, but i won’t wanna state names here, because i’m such a professional *flips hair*.

hah, so there you go, another confession brought to you by joyce :) be good now.