Dear Porky,

17Nov09

Good luck for SPM, porkkyyyyy! I looooooove you! Do well! But no need stress stress okay? Hee hee. I know you’ll do wonders HAHAHAHAHA.

Do your  very best! Make me proud (not that I’m not already la)! You rock, porky!

I laff you! :)


I don’t know guiseeee, having a blog is very.. um, how do I say this.. it’s a little annoying in a way, if you don’t handle it the right way.

See, when I get too bored and have nothing to do, sometimes I’d just read a random post on my blog (btw you can so totally do what I did too girls! Jyeaahaa like just hover your mouse over the Blog Info tab, and like click on Random Post! Like, I know right? It’s so totally awesomeeee? Well ok maybe only I can do that bcs I have an account with WordPress. Nevermind). Okay like this post for example, how annoying is that? It’s sooooooo annoying right? I knoww! Like totally annoying.

But only if, IF! you didn’t get what I meant! HAH!

(I so have a feeling this post is going to be the latest addition to the “Entries I’ll Regret Publishing List”)

Anyways.

And then there are entries like this reminding you of how great life has been for you whileyourefrikkinbackinmalaysiaandcansototallygetmorefreepassestoawesomeconcertsliketherecentAARgig and life isn’t that fucked up after all. You know?

And this, which gets you thinking really, “WTF man? Seriously!” And this, which is blaahh.. yeah.. like so bleh, right?

Nope! It reminds me of how good it felt to hold a brand new camera you’ve been dying to own for years and finally having it in your hands just in time to take photos at an event (with kids -.-) where you’d want to tell the whole world about! YEAH MAN. Like taking vocal lessons and busting that move to Camp Rock’s Asta La Vista or something. Jyeah!

And then there are entries like this which I treasure and totally adore (hah I know right? I’m so annoying) because it reminds me of things I’ve dealt with in life, like actually interning at a company I absolutely respect but had hmm, let’s see, a rather small amount of good time at. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoyed my internship and I’ve learned tonnes. But the people you meet along the way matters as well, and too bad for me, I just didn’t fit in! Yeah I know right. I didn’t say anything about that before, but there you go! Laugh all you want! I’m not sorry for not fitting in, I don’t regret interning there, and I most certainly would not have spent that three months doing something else.

Then there’s this entry which reminds me of how my time at TARc wasn’t that bad after all. I blabbed and blabbed and blabbed some more about how effed up that college is and how annoyed I was traveling up & down for classes, and then I read that entry and it just doesn’t seem that bad anymore. (God I sound emo!) If it wasn’t for TARc I would not have met the bunch. I’ve gots to thank the 4 (or more) people that have made through our 2 years of Diploma with me. So thanks y’all! TARc would’ve sucked (so much more) without you guys :)

This entry pulak, just really got me thinking. I actually managed to go to both events I wanted to go so badly! Okay fine I did not get passes to MAA ‘08 but I was there! In fact I’m thankful I did not score any passes to the awards because I gots to see the artists leave the awards up close! In yer face beecheeehhsss! And I also did go to Panic’s concert! Aaaaahhhh good times, good times.

Okay since I’m so gedik and I want to gedik about all my gedik entries, I’ll just keep it brief and compile a list!

  1. you’re so cool – OMG after what, 2 years? I still think our magazine is wachaaaaaaaa kick ass!
  2. Out with old, in with the new – This is such a fun read! Reminds me how interesting last year was! Your 2008 would totally suck compared to mine HAR HAR. Kidding! :D
  3. (Link) – Maybe my family can start a whole new family business! Like an event planning org. or something. HOW COOL IS THAT!
  4. Tomorrow it may change – Hee hee :)
  5. Awesome start. – HAH Ean’s my friend! He left me a comment on my blog! Neh neh neh neh neh. You dun haffffff.
  6. Open up your plans and damn you’re free – WAHLAUWEH WTF MAN HOW DID I MAINTAIN MY EMOTIONS?! SERIOUS NAK KENA SEMBELIH.

Yeah I’m guessing out of only 5 of you who reads my blog, only one would actually click on the links one by one but because I’m awesome like that I don’t care if you click the links ke tak HEE HEE.

Anyways, my point is (see my points are usually not awesome points, sad), blogging brings out the best and worst in you. Like how I was reading this one blog and I was soooooooooooo pissed off at the blogger for being so ridiculously annoying. Ahem Porky you know who I’m talking about? Heehee. I always and (I think) will forever see most (READ: most) of my entries as cool, and will not deem them as annoying nor tahpape. But I think I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again. Blogging kind of creates this platform for you to put yourself out there for people to judge you. So accept it. It’s your choice after all kan.

So!

Am I really the person you picture me to be based on what you see on this blog? I’d personally and honestly say no. I’m definitely not what this blog says of me. But whatever’s here, are all true (except ones where I’ll end up with “Then I woke up.” Hehe cos I iz so kick ass liddat). It’s just that, if you were to meet me in person and actually have a conversation with me, you’d notice I’m no where near the person who this blog seems to portray.

If ever, I do seem to be that person (or more) around you, you should be thanking your lucky stars because it only means I trust you and I feel comfortable around you.

So yeah. I totally came clean today.

Whaddup.


Hi Ponies.

05Nov09

Hokayy, finally handed in my research proposal earlier today, so that means a few days of rest and bumming before the crazy stuff start kicking in. Well, things have been pretty interesting this coupla days.

Like uh, well yes, handing in of proposal! Been working very quite hard on it for weeks, so I hope it’s good :) And the other 3rd year students are finally back from their placements, which means I (also) finally met my other coursemates.

Our first class as a whole course wasn’t near fun, at all. I think it had more to do with the person I was paired with, and the friends of the person I was paired with? So I shall not make further judgments of them classmates till much later.

Today’s class though, was fun! Again, had group discussions and this time I met friendly classmates! Hahaha sad. The international students are awesome (except one MFB), so that needs no further explanations lah. We’ve been around each other’s noses for the past 6 weeks, so we’ve pretty much warmed up.

And we finally got our wired Internet connection. Connection’s pretty stable and fast (at times) so far, so yay to that. Because as some of you might have heard (!), our previous wireless connection was quite a pain.

Oh if you’re wondering how I spent my first Halloween in the UK, I spent it doing my proposal (Y). And nope! Did not go out, did not dress up (omg Li went as the cutest thing everr I swear I want to bite her. She went as Twister! That game!), did not go trick or treating. Doubt anyone does that anymore at this age anyway.

Ah fudge, my life is not that sad here ok. It is  not, I can assure you. No wait, I don’t think I can. HAH. But I’m doing fine! Wait till I start working on my research then I’ll go berserk. BEE-TEE-DOUBLE-YOU (BTW HARHAR), I can’t imagine myself doing this study alone. Heck, I don’t even know what I’m doing. All I know is I have to do what I gotta do, and if there’s ever a chance, nail it.

Oohhh my little sister is graduating from secondary school today! Aww she’s grown so much :’) I love you sis, you’re awesome. Loves youuu, like crazy <3

OKIE DOKIE. It’s almost 9am Malaysian time, which means — bedtime! Goodnight little ponies.

 


Ieroween :D

31Oct09

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Hihihi :D

Happy birthday, Frank! <3456789


Cry me out.

30Oct09

Hihi she’s awesome!! I want to kidnap her, put her in a box and keep her in my room <333